absolut infatuation

unexplainble

2011-08-16T07:42:00.000+08:00

im feeling so odd does she feel that I am a hassle?

2011-07-03T12:18:00.001+08:00

it feels like 2 years back.

2011-02-23T16:47:00.000+08:00

i really wanna recieve a msg a call or any form of contact cause im really suffering very painfully

2011-02-23T14:12:00.000+08:00

i really miss talking to you.

2011-02-23T10:42:00.001+08:00

i dreamt of you.
i really do miss you.

2011-02-22T22:42:00.000+08:00

hope u go home soon

2011-02-22T22:27:00.002+08:00

then i realized that i know what was wrong with me which makes you feel insecure too. I haven't been expressing my feelings to you because it has always been a habit to tell you every single thing. I'm willing to share with you but will you want to listen to me again....?

2011-02-22T14:32:00.001+08:00

post 101
Yiruma - Kiss the Rain

RS 1
I often close my eyes
And I can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dream
Although your heart is mine
It's hollow inside
I never had your love
And I never will

CHORUS
And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me
Like I've always loved you
But how can you love me
Like I loved you when
You can't even look me straight in my eyes

VRS 2/3
I've never felt this way
To be so in love
To have someone there
Yet feel so alone
Aren't you supposed to be
The one to wipe my tears
The on to say that you would never leave

The waters calm and still
My reflection is there
I see you holding me
But then you disappear
All that is left of you
Is a memory
On that only, exists in my dreams

CHORUS

VRS 4
I don't know what hurts you
But I can feel it too
And it just hurts so much
To know that I can't do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow I just know
That no matter what
I'll always love you

VRS 1

So why am I still here in the rain

even though this is more of a piano song, the lyrics above represent the true meaning of the song. Part of the song describes my feelings.

2011-02-19T14:44:00.001+08:00

100 post.
all i needed was 1 more mth.

2011-02-19T10:08:00.001+08:00

I will be determine to work hard. i promise no more fooling around.

2011-02-18T23:46:00.001+08:00

Life is short. Love, play, and embrace everything without any regret

i will remember this quote for my life

2011-02-18T23:43:00.001+08:00

the day she move her stuff

2011-02-05T22:15:00.000+08:00

我又无意间再一次让你生气

2011-01-28T19:44:00.000+08:00

why are you such a wonderful person?

2011-01-24T22:49:00.000+08:00

I need someone to talk to but theres no one.

2011-01-24T21:31:00.003+08:00

im worry about the things is happening around me, perhaps this is the only place that i confront to. dad just had an operation again on this stomach problem now in recovering state and mommy recently had asthma relapse which made me worried for her. the last time her relapse was when i was in primary 4 and that she had to go to the hospital to stay over. i really wish this will not happen again. im worried.

my own personal trouble is at my job i really need to move on from here to the new site but till now there is no response from them except from the news from my 'intell'. hopefully the news from my intell will be accurate.

2011-01-24T21:29:00.000+08:00

i realise you didn't want me to bother you anymore.

lies

2011-01-19T16:10:00.000+08:00

I realize what I do are all lies to you

2011-01-17T01:37:00.002+08:00

you never understand.
i trying to make a balance between friends and you but your behavior is getting more and more ridiculous.
all you think is about I'm lying.
if i don't bother why would i even say sorry in the first place.

closed

2011-01-15T21:05:00.001+08:00

~~blog closed.~~

2011-01-13T23:36:00.000+08:00

reflected. i was selfish.

2011-01-13T23:18:00.001+08:00

you were the pillar of my support. you did everything for me. you make me feel like the top of the world but I crash my whole with a meteor. killing everything thing that I ever love. I wanted to get things back to normal but time didn't wait for me. I realize time was passing day by day but I realize it too late. if I could speed time up or even bring back time I really will make it up to you. I'm sorry for the pain I bought you, I'm sorry for all the miseries I bought you, Im truly sorry.

day two

2011-01-13T16:39:00.000+08:00

unfair for u

mood

2011-01-12T18:55:00.001+08:00

no mood for anything

habit?

2011-01-12T16:53:00.000+08:00

she felt she wasn't 1st anymore. I myself can't take it much more. not contacting each other help? somehow it's driving me nuts I just can't figure out whether is it a habit or otherwise. I hate my sleepless nights.

feelings

2011-01-12T16:31:00.000+08:00

how much more can I take

2011-01-11T21:33:00.002+08:00

didn't we say we have to take things slowly? flaring up at me won't make me feel any better. It will only push me further and further away, at times you really don't understand how I felt. sometimes you just felt that you were always correct. Deep down inside me, i just need some freedom, deep down inside me i was never happy and lastly deep down inside me there was the 1 reason. Control will only make me more rebellious.

2010-12-07T01:09:00.000+08:00

why do i have to go to that extent to hurt someone i truly love

2010-11-12T23:58:00.000+08:00

when you calls your bff and tell him/her what happen she tells you wtf.

Back in camp for ICT!

2010-07-12T13:49:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps.

This is Jerica here.

Rico is too lazy to blog so i'm blogging on his behalf, without him knowing (Ooops).

He is now in camp for his Reservist Training, aka ICT (In Camp Training).

He is being missed by Jerica, just so you know, if there are even anymore readers on this blog at all.

LOL!

Come back soon DeaRico!

2010-03-20T03:03:00.006+08:00

Jeri baby will be thrill to see this post as I haven't update my blog for almost a year.

Jeri and i went to Pulau Ubin early in the morning as she drag me up out of my slumberland. I was like 'huh? what the hell. dear i wanna slp.. zzz'

But non the less we set off to take a bus to Changi village and took the bum-boat to the small island across the sea.

Upon our arrival we rent a bike each for ourselves and set off to the 'wilderness'. Our first stop was Celestial Resort where we have our TICKLISH fishspa therapy which cost 10dollars. Throughout the whole process it was like from TICKLISH to NUMBNESS and soon become heaven. I was feel so comfortable that i really want to take a nap. We walk around and took a few picture there and i manage to took a jumpshot for jeri baby. I'm a professional.

Too bad i cant upload any of the pictures here as the stupid blogspot dont allow me to. Grrr..

Next we cycle and cycle, then I realised the sky was kinda dark so i asked jeri baby 'dear you wanna chiong back or wait at the shelter in case it rains' she reply chiong but when we about to leave the place, the rain started pouring down. We were really lucky as we haven't left the place. wait and wait.... for about 1/2 hr the rain became smaller so we decide to just continue cycling back.

On the way back........ IT STARTED RAINING AGAIN! GOODNESS! luckily there was a nearby toilet where we took shelter there and wait for an hour. During that hour we were doing stupid things like trying to balance on the bicycle and competing who can balance longer but i realised jeri was CHEATING the whole time.

After the rain, we head back to the food centre to have our Seafood feast! Jeri baby had been craving and anticipating for it since our arrival on Pulau Ubin, I order Hot plate Tofu, Chili Crab, 排骨王 (don't really know what english name for it). I really have to comment 2 food at this place firstly, the rice was like UNCOOKED the grain were like biscuit. Next is the 排骨王, this is the only food i love and will always remember the taste, i been eating a lot of 排骨王 at different place but this is the only place i will come back for more. =)

After our feast, we head to Chek Jawa (sort of). We cycle pass a route and pass the Village Chef house. On way to Chek Jawa, I was AMBUSHED by the mosquitos, they were like hovering around me and trying to taste my blood. Apparently O+ blood type is the sweetest blood type for a mosquito unlike jeri-baby who is not O+ blood type did not get ambushed by them. So i decide to head back n go home so i was on FULL speed back as the mosquito are killing me and zooom! i cycle as fast i can back to the ferry terminal that will bring us back to mainland.

ps. I realised my blogging skills is very rusty i shall blog more often from now on and jerica i love you and i want to let u know how important you are to me. you know what i am refering to. Loves Rico

2009-05-10T01:37:00.002+08:00

I'm finally 21 and finally blogging after so long.

Yesterday I attend Karyn and Martin wedding and yes i was the 'Ah Gu' the person who has to open/close the doors for them. Their wedding was super nice but tiring also. I'm feeling lazy now. Shall blog some other times. bye.

i dont like this feeling. phobia

2009-03-23T01:25:00.001+08:00

just wanna b with you..

2009-01-02T00:36:00.003+08:00

I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your straight blind eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
And when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map
And called for you everywhere
Have I found you? Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
Or lost you? American mouth Big bill looming
Now I'm a fat house cat
Cursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide/white fence cracks
Kissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain stream
Have I found you? Flightless bird, brown hair bleeding
Or lost you? American mouth Big bill, stuck going down

the lyrics may not make sense initially but u need to read between the lines. it's about this boy who initially got in a relationship with this girl over lust, broke up, then realised he had actually loved her. tried to get her back though she had already changed into a typical american (before that she was unique) and other guys were all over her.so it's either he had found her, or lost her. the song's just about true love.

2008-11-06T22:13:00.000+08:00

trauma.

2008-10-12T13:25:00.006+08:00

Hahhahaa.. I'm finally blogging again! lets talk about sat when my sweetest girl brought me to town for a fabulous dinner @ the Canele.

These Cakes is actually made from real Meringue

More Meringues

Canele

Me & My Sweetest Girl

(my Face looks kinda round cause of water redaction)

At there we order a Bolognaise & Poached Egg Baked Rice and a Carbonara with a Poached Egg and desert Strawberries Crepes.

Cabonara & Poached Egg

Bolognaise & Poached Egg Baked Rice

Lovely Strawberries Crepes

r : I'm Gona Eat You Up

j: Boo!

After eating our main dish we saw Fann Wong with Christopher Lee looking through the menu. lol. Suprising.

Me with My Precious

Thanks for the dinner baby. Its was delicious and nice suprise as i thought we really going to pepper lunch =\. Good Acting eh? lol I love you Baby although sometimes we may have argument but let us learn from it and make our bond even strong i will never let you go. 4th months and ongoing!

2008-10-03T14:16:00.000+08:00

Bad Luck.

2008-08-17T21:40:00.000+08:00

DAMN BLOGGER GIVING ME PROBLEM

2008-08-17T12:14:00.005+08:00

Hello everyone super super super long havent blog time to update what have been going on.. my dearie has just celebrate her 20th birthday! welcome to twenties dear! sadly i couldnt accompany for the whole day on sat when we celebrate with her friends as I had to attend something important back in camp. She was so sad that she almost didnt want to go out with them when i told her the bad news. But! lucky I book out just in time to celebrate for her and I alias with Kareen her bestie. I told Kareen when i reaching please bring her to the toilet and I will set up her birthday cake! and YES! everything went as plan and I hope she like her surprise when I was there.

Si Hui, Kareen, Jerica, Jaslene

Me & Her

Happy Birthday My lil Girl!

2008-08-03T17:38:00.002+08:00

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you're away from love and you're alone
If you call your friends and nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They're free
(Chorus)
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you re feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know
There s a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side I promise you
I'll never hide
(Chorus)
What real love can do x 6

12 July 2008 - A Special Day...

2008-07-13T12:45:00.005+08:00

been quite some time since i blog alr. ok let's talk about how i celebrated my 1st mth anniversary with my dearie!

yesterday woke up preparing all the surprises i had for her. hee i got her a book title 'The Not So-Perfect Man could just be your Mr Right'; i feel the title is very funny as it reminds me of the fact that previously she had confessed she used to think that she would never fall for my this kinda guy, cause she had thought that i like to gamble. But because she didn't know me well enough yet.

I also bought a bottle inside filled with little pill-like "antibiotics" but inside are pieces of paper where you can write a message in it. i wrote messages for her in every pill, of which i shall not talk in detail what i had written ;] confidential (actually is i shy)

ok i packed everything in a box and together with a card and a piece of drawing that i drew (See below) hee... Time was running out cos i rushed down to Hougang Mall to buy flowers, which was another surprise that i had in mind - i had Cesc and Tingting (dearie's bro and gf) to help me too. read somemore to know what happen.

then i rushed down to dearie's house to fetch her and show her the present and yeah she likes it a lot (well i hope) haha then brought her to Golden Mile Market which is also known as army market. i bring her to eat Chilli Noodles which is actually a pork rib prawn noodles (due to their special chilli thats why it's called chilli noodles). after that i bought a fondue set for both of us to share which is also from the market (special eh? got so many kinds of food there...)

after lunch we went to orchard and shop. goodness i saw so much stuff that i wanna buy but no money must do more planning and saving >=( grrr... o ya my dearie also surprised me when she asked me to put on for her the gucci necklace she bought as a bday gift for herself... rich girl eh? lol

went down to citylink to pass coreen her gift that my dearie bought for her from Perth. both of them can clique very well and they were laughing throughout. time was running out and coreen noticed it was gona be 9 already, so she told jerica that i will be bringing her to food court to eat (actually is cos i made a reservation for 7.30pm)! thanks coreen for helping me to cover up!

haha yup i bring her NEAR Kou Fu at Millenia Walk then she almost got tricked! haha but no i brought to Rakuzen, which was the place where we dined at on our 1st date. She had the Sukiyaki Beef Set and I had the Unagi Set. The food wasn't up to standard; wasn't quite what we expected lol. after dinning we strolled around to clarke quay. I had a super stomachache and just as we reached the bus stop to take a night rider, we saw N6 went away. shit -.- thus in the end, decided to take a cab home sent my baby home, after which to Ang Mo Kio. Tiring Day as i kept dozing off. so sorry dear! but i love you lots ;]

And yes, for the final surprise for Dearie yesterday, I had worked in cahoots with Ting Ting, her bro's gf, to plant a bouquet of 11 stalks of roses on her bed... And imagine the surprise she got when she reached home!

And as expected, she liked the surprises alot. But norty her tricked me! She had called me to accompany me home, and she pretended nothing happened. So I asked her where she was, to which she replied "In my room lor". Then i asked "On the lights already?" "Yeah, even on the aircon already." I was wondering whether she had seen the flowers or not...

And then she burst out laughing. "Thanks dear! Very sweeeeeeeeeeet of you!"

... After we talked for awhile more, she went to wash up while i was knocked out. Haa haa.

Although tiring, it was a lovely day indeed.

misses you

2008-07-07T20:17:00.003+08:00

OUR 1ST MONTH AND 2ND MONTH TOGETHER!

ps. I Love You

2008-07-06T10:20:00.004+08:00

nothing much to blog about this weeks my baby zhang is at Australia and I'm only at Singapore. Lately my temper have been swing up and down (mostly up) didn't know why probably due to too much of stuff happening. My Family.. Friends.. and ... don't know why but something must be wrong..

money the root of all evil?

2008-07-04T22:51:00.000+08:00

what's wrong with me

2008-07-04T21:19:00.001+08:00

FUCK OFF

To Miss JZMQ

2008-06-29T20:17:00.003+08:00

To Miss JZMQ,

i know you are going to Australia so i have a couple of things for you.

Take Care Of Yourself
Remember That I Always Love You
H F I M (i will explain this to you when you call me)
Remember That Mr Dearico Has Booked You On 12 July 2008
Lastly ENJOY YOURSELF THERE!

Holding Hands Together

2008-06-15T22:47:00.002+08:00

Friday

Initially wanted to go clubbing with my baby but Karen had to work OT so my baby and i change plans and decided to watch movie! wanted to watch "the happening" but the seats were like front 2 rows so we decide to watch Kong Fu panda lol. It was my baby's 1st cartoon movie ho ho. i felt so proud to be the 1st to watch with her. Hee the show was overall nice cause JERIco was with me! Went home to sleep after the show ended.

Saturday

Meet up with my dearie at 3pm as she had to clear her 70+ emails 1by1. GOSH! thats a lot. just imagine if i were her when i see so much emails i also lazy to read. we went Seng Kang for "lunch" or "high tea" we both had the same ramen, Volcano ramen; yummy yummy. both of us agree that on that day the ramen was extremely than the normal 1 we usually had. After our lunch we went to singtel shop. She decide on buying a phone which both of us like G900 Sony Ericcson. lol but the phone ran out of stocks. So here clever bf suggested to go Plaza Singapura to see whether there was any of the Singtel shops and BINGO! there was this Singtel shop my dearie was very happy and ask for the phone she trade in her previous phone but she forgot to bring the original M2 memory stick so she left the 1GB M2 at the shop as a deposit. She got her phone but was blur as she didn't used any smart phone before. We went rocky master to let her configure her phone. Goodness i also want! but i had to save up 1st. Planning is important. We went to Spize for dinner, the way we go Spize was rather interesting. We made our way there from Clarke Quay to Zion Road by walking! Goodness! Sticky and sweaty experience. Kareen and Ben join us for dinner. Kareen a nice a sweet girl and Ben handsome and cool guy. After dinner, we went to dbl o to club! ho ho! it been quite a while since we clubbed. Dearie had a lychee martini after that she was like super high and was kinda talking nonsense but nevertheless i will be there to protect her. both of us were quite tired around 2plus so we took a night rider back home.

Sunday

My mood was like so lousy for the early part of the day. My baby had wake boarding so she woke up earlier in the morning preparing to go meet her friends as they were choosing their uniform for the upcoming competition on 27 Jun & 28 Jun. I accompany my dear on the phone but halfway she had to hang up as her friends arrived and she said she will sms me but i waited for the like 5hours there wasn't any response from her. During the 5 hours my mood was BAD BAD BAD! I got so work up when i start to lose in my games i decided to call my baby. When i called i received this sms from my baby asking me whether was i angry but the sms was send 2hours ago. goodness! she was also shock when she know that my phone went hay-wired. My baby's wake boarding session ended and i went to suntec to find her and to say hi to tinggy. Coreen met up with us too. she intended to buy a laptop, and yes she went home with a Sony's pink vios, I believe she is now configuring her lappy. Baby and I went to the food court wanted to eat abalone noodles but the stall was no longer there. Aww.. disappointment. So I suggest we go to Hong Kong cafe restaurant as we walk I didnt notice we went the opposite direction lol and we end up at Han's both of us had fish & chips which was quite delicious ;] we stroll around and we went to Plaza Singapura to pass the memory stick which she had to exchange with the phone shop. We went home when she recieved a call from mummy zhang, took some photos but currently unable to load it as all the photos are with my little darlie.

back at home my darlie was very sweet

Miss Zhang : darling next tym u dun feel happy or wad call me k? i can't promise i can make u laugh, bt i wanna b there for you bt of cos i hope i can make u smile! =P and i can't promise u i can chat wif you for long bt i'll try.. that's my commitment as ur gurl.. hees!

gosh it was very sweet. miss Zhang my addiction is getting too strong i need a lot of dosage of your laughter, sweetness and loves. I love you miss Zhang Mei Qing, Jerica. For the next few weeks you're gona be very busy. but i will be 24/7 be there for you whenever you need me. so much so much things to tell you, i just wanna spend all my time together with you. time passes so fast when we are together lets hope my remaining days in army will pass faster and i can accompany you for lunch/dinner whenever you're free. I'm gona book in soon already. Take care of yourself when I'm not around. I miss you. My love for you is like a river, never ending as it flows, but gets greater with time!

Love is a fire. But whether it is going to warm your heart or burn down your house,you can never tell.

The Date

2008-06-08T10:19:00.004+08:00

Out on a date with Jerica, i went to Punggol to fetch her with a little surprise in my hands.

My Little Surprise

I wasnt the only one who had surprises, she held a box of jellys in her hands which tasted DELICIOUS. She intended to make cheesecake for me too but the cheesecake didn't obey to what she told him, so i didnt had the cheesecake surprise.

Our next stop was Kovan, she went highlighted her hair but what had installed for me wasnt just that. TingTing and Cesc appearred out of no where! I was like o.o! super paiseh. TingTing was like "Hi Rico" and I was like "Erm.. hi". It was one of the surprise of the day motive was to make me shy. lol

Then we went Outram for Bah Chor Mee! Another delicious food Jerica introduce to me (i must bring her to eat good food already). She show me the way to her workplace PMG at neil road. We continue our journey to Raffles City and we went to find coreen (miss 15), introduce Jerica to Coreen and boy these two girls are imbal both ganged up and make me shy.

Time pass by very fast, it was dinner time! went to Algio Olio for dinner another delicious meal intro-ed by jerica again (seriously i need to find good food for her).

Aglio Olio

After dinner she brought me to a very secret place (there will not be any photo of that place cause its secret ;] ). You could see the Singapore Flyer, the Esplanade from where we stand. Gosh what a beautiful sight.

Our last stop before we went home, we went for movie "Sex and the city". Unexpected thing happen, Chen Wei Lian the chinese singer was sitting next us with his girlfriend. wierd hur? I fell aslp for the first 10mins or so but i enjoyed the movie mayb becos of the accompany also. lol. send little jerica home and send myself home.

Reflections (dont like the toilet sign)

Task to do for miss zhang.

Take care of yourself when im not around
Always be happy
Miss Mr Tan

you're important to me. always rememeber this 3 pointers ok? love you :]

2008-06-03T22:12:00.000+08:00

didnt really have the time to blog but jus wanna say whxn to jzmq

2008-06-01T10:33:00.003+08:00

you wrote small little words made you feel loved but its time for me to say about yours

"You bought Pi Pa Gao when I have cough"

"You gave me plaster and told me its to heal my heart wounds"

"You always give me something to eat whenever we meet"

"You bandage my finger cut"

Small little things you did made me feel so loved. Its been quite awhile since I felt that way. You never fail to make me smile. Jokes that you crack, messages you wrote to me are littles sweets to me which keeps me smiling. If ever there is one day, you stopped, i believe it will be like piercing needles stabbing to my heart.

I'll Never Gona Let You Go.

2008-05-25T14:50:00.002+08:00

Some Random Pictures Took In India

End Of Frame Ceremony Dinner
Platoon 9
Beautiful Taj Mahal
!ncrediable India

2008-05-25T14:16:00.002+08:00

Went Out With Jerica. Enjoyed the time out with her, her HYPER-Active character never fails to make me smile. We starting a Walkaton from Punggol to Clarke Quay to Far East to Wisma to Takashimaya to Plaza Singapura. lol as we walk she saw a lot of her friends (she's too popular)

After walking around till 6pm! time really pass by fast. she had some gathering and i had to celebrate my mom's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! we had fishhead steamboat at Tiong Poh road.

My siblings brought their kids along Qing Ye the game addict, wherever he goes he will bring his DS along if not bring MY PSP. Trica the boss, she always like to tell people to do stuff etc like telling his brother Qing Ye cannot do this cannot do that Alfonso the cutie, whenvever i see his he will go like "GuGu Bao" if not i will tell him hughug he will come n hug me such a lovely baby and Cleveland the cry, simple when he see me he cry dots.

I rate the food 7/10 wasnt was i had in mind cause i think the soup can be improved. After Dinner, I went back to PS to find Jerica again. We Continued our Walkaton, now from Plaza Singapura to Citylink to Esplanade to Clarke Quay and back to Punggol. It was funny cause i text to my bestie that we coming to find her end up she knock off just nice when i go down the escalator she went up. lol she called saying hey im opposite LOL! the situation was like wth? ok another funny thing was when i send miss zhang home on the bus i start talking crap (when im tired and sleepy i start my super super lame conversation which really doesnt make any sense) After sending her home, i went home.
(huggies u know what i meant =] )

Enjoyable Night.

2008-05-25T12:00:00.000+08:00

It's not about being who everyone else wants you to be, it's about being yourself and finding someone who loves every bit of it.

2008-05-22T05:29:00.000+08:00

-_- cant think of what to blog

2008-05-20T12:06:00.004+08:00

Oh My God Booking In Today! So Sian !

If I should ever die or disappear from you one day, will you shed a tear for me? Will you remember me? The smiles on my face, the jokes that I crack, the sorrows contained deep within, the achivements that I have, the care & concern showered upon you? Who on this earth will care?

Stupid Activation! Argh! Please Need 7 Months More!

I won't let you disappeared nor let you die so soon. I would like to carry lighten up your burden for you. what kind of pains you are facing i will be there for you showering you with my care and concern. who on this earth will care? i do.

How I Wish I Can Speed Up Time...

The Why You So Like That Poems

2008-05-20T11:15:00.006+08:00

#01. Poem

Why You So Like That?

I Lend You My Homework To Copy

But You Never Give Me Back

Why You So Like That?
Why You So Like That?
You Stole Away My Kitkat

And You Also Never Give Me Back

Why You So Like That?

#02. Poem

Why You So Like That?
Why You So Like That?
Why Do You Always Treat Me So Bad, Mr Fat?
Why You So Like That?
Why You So Like That?
You Stole My Tic Tac,
You Never Bother To Pay Me Back.
Why You So Like That

#03. Poem

Why You So Like That?
Why You So Like That?
I Lend You A Pencil Box,
You Return Me A Pencil Case.
Why You So Like That?
Why You So Like That?
I Cook For You Maggie Mee,
You Say You Want Wanton Mee.
Why You So Like That?
Why You So Like That?

2008-05-19T11:35:00.000+08:00

11B n Camp Pass FOUND!

2008-05-19T03:35:00.001+08:00

喜欢..

2008-05-18T15:19:00.002+08:00

i made my best friend piss of with me.. sigh..
dont know anyone will see this but i believe some smarts one will know lol.. i think i found the feeling i wanna find.. are you the one?
sorry..

2008-04-16T00:25:00.000+08:00

a couple more hours i will be in india take care everyone =) will miss u all

2008-04-15T12:13:00.001+08:00

india here i come..

2008-04-11T21:57:00.002+08:00

im having another fucked up day. i lost my wallet. the cash isnt the problem. what matters is my 11B and my camp pass.

11B lost - 4 x Extra Weekend Duty + $50 fine
Camp Pass lost - 4 x Extra Weekend Duty + $50 fine

i thought i today work can earn some money but now i lost so many weekends and 100 dollars fine.

how great can my life be?

fucked

2008-04-11T08:02:00.000+08:00

few days more to india

2008-04-05T11:10:00.002+08:00

曹格 - 无辜

也许这是最后的考验

当我再度遇见了你

是命运捆绑了我们

还是爱情相信了记忆

你的欺骗没有让我掉下眼泪

爱本善变的痛楚并非你的罪

爱是无辜的风筝

拉着最在乎的人

情已逝我还在

注定一个人流浪

爱是断线的风筝

挣脱一开始的梦

黑暗中一步步的坠落红尘

给不起的是你的天真

为了他你学会否认

不承认你给过青春

曾经爱过我的每一分

我多伤心宁成全你和他的吻

只好对自己的痛楚不负责任

爱是无辜的风筝

拉着最在乎的人

情已逝我还在

注定一个人流浪

爱是断线的风筝

挣脱一开始的梦

黑暗中一步步的坠落红尘

无法挽救的温存

我是残破的风筝

宁愿在遥远的天空

看你转过身决定去实现你和他的承诺

爱是无辜的风筝

拉着最在乎的人

情已逝我还在

注定一个人流浪

爱是断线的风筝挣

脱一开始的梦黑

暗中一步步的坠落红尘

也许这是最后的考验

当我再度遇见了你

2008-03-29T21:44:00.002+08:00

Zouk on Friday..

its was a horrible experience for what i feel =\ me, thomas, viknesh and luke open 1 bottle chivas. within 1hour i drank over 10 cups of chivas. -_- i was super high. dance and dance end up i couldnt remember how i went out of Zouk. Outside Zouk i was lying on a wall. i kept falling and falling after several fall downs we switch to another place. Then i became Hercules. i wack the wall as through it was a pillow - _ - and after tt i bang my head on the wall.. zz soon after i knock out and i didnt remember how i went home but it just happen =\

HORRIBLE EXPERIENCE

2008-03-23T20:55:00.001+08:00

a quiet bookout..

2008-03-21T16:04:00.002+08:00

歌手：张学友
歌曲：咖啡

太浓了吧否则怎会苦的说不出话
每次都一个人在自问自答
我们的爱到底还在吗
已经淡了吧多放些糖也很难有变化
不如喝完这杯就各自回家
别坐在对面欣赏我的挣扎
一场失败的爱情像个笑话
热得时候心乱如麻冷了
以后看见自己够傻
人怎么会如此容易无法自拔
一场无味的爱情像个谎话
甜的时候只相信它
苦了以后每一句都可怕
人怎么会如此难以了无牵挂
太浓了吧否则怎会苦的说不出话
每次都一个人在自问自答我们的爱到底还在吗
已经淡了吧多放些糖也很难有变化
不如喝完这杯就各自回家
别坐在对面欣赏我的挣扎
一场失败的爱情像个笑话
热得时候心乱如麻
冷了以后看见自己够傻人
怎么会如此容易无法自拔
一场无味的爱情像个谎话
甜的时候只相信它
苦了以后每一句都可怕
人怎么会如此难以了无牵挂
一场失败的爱情像个笑话
热得时候心乱如麻
冷了以后看见自己够傻
人怎么会如此容易无法自拔
一场无味的爱情像个谎话
甜的时候只相信它
苦了以后每一句都可怕
人怎么会如此难以了无牵挂

2008-03-20T16:51:00.004+08:00

and coreen i told you i will blog about this

coreen say shes gona buy a gucci wallet for me =x

shes gona kill me LMAO

2008-03-20T16:49:00.002+08:00

1 more day to good friday =) gona meet up with wen and her bf, esther and coreen tml

2008-03-16T17:17:00.000+08:00

moodless.

2008-03-15T23:59:00.001+08:00

33Days more to India..

sian..

2008-03-14T23:59:00.001+08:00

DAMN YOU KAI CHOON!

keep on wanna throw thing for me to do and wanna sabo me !

2008-03-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

wahh.. big rain.. zzz fixing track in the rain end up last to go back camp..

2008-03-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

slept for the whole day.. my whole section still dont wanna fix the track.. oh great my CSM took my whole section chiong sua.. die.. tml fix track myself with tt idiot kai choon..

2008-03-11T23:59:00.000+08:00

ok am i tt unlucky ? day 2 my vehicle throw track an example is like the car tyres come out. throw track is something like that.. slept for the whole day..

2008-03-10T23:59:00.001+08:00

oh great first day of outfield my vehicle drop into a ditch which is like 3/4 of my vehicle in the hole -.-

2008-03-09T20:05:00.002+08:00

3march - 9march

it was quite a busy week.. tearing down 5 tonners super structure and preparing for the live firing. I was late on sat when we need to book in at 10am but i woke up at 10.15 oh my god.. lucky my superior never said anything. sat night suppose to meet jia wen and esther but i was too tired and i book out rather late that night. today i went to army market sew my rank and stock up my camp ration.

next week i will be outfield again from 10 march to 14march.. a long outfield sianx..

wish me luck..

2008-03-03T03:37:00.001+08:00

tired

2008-03-03T00:27:00.001+08:00

i was being force to write this.

I'm sorry Coreen

2008-03-02T19:48:00.002+08:00

Please call 999 immediately if you see Mas Selamat bin Kastari.

He is short (1.58m) & limps on left leg.

Thank you

2008-02-24T18:37:00.000+08:00

outfield 26 feb - 28 feb

2008-02-23T10:43:00.001+08:00

歌手：梦飞船

曲名：不值得

除了想你除了爱你

我什么什么都愿意

翻开日记整理心情

我真的真的想放弃

你始终没有爱过

你在敷衍我

一次一次忽略我的感受

我真的感到力不从心

无力继续

这感情不值得我犹豫

不值得我考虑

不值得我爱过你

这种回忆不值得我提起

不值得想起

不值得哭泣

这段感情早就应该放弃

早就不该让我

浪费时间找奇迹

这样的你不值得我恨你

不值得我为你而坏了心情

我决定不为你而毁了心

放弃爱你

2008-02-22T21:06:00.000+08:00

SUNBURNED

2008-02-16T23:46:00.002+08:00

对不起妹老哥只是要你好好照顾自己

2008-02-14T23:45:00.000+08:00

Valentines Day - Guard Duty

2008-02-13T11:59:00.002+08:00

NIGHTOFF!

Went to Lot 1.
Viknesh Chester Ah Meng and Me wanted to play pool but dot k pool shut down. so we went to the arcade to play.
i was like the noobest in bball there.. lol. so i kept losing.
after tt we shop for some stuff to buy back camp.

[now the point of blogging is this part]

we were discussing about how to go back camp and i sat on the railing. then thum! i fell down..

chester : ehs wtf who kick me?
rico : cb la i fall down la!
Viknesh Stunned
Ah Meng : Woah!

i was so paisae n pain lol. next day i reported sick back pain zz..

2008-02-10T11:59:00.000+08:00

WOOT! I FOUND BACK MY 11B!

2008-02-10T05:25:00.000+08:00

ZOUK!

i ever had the thoughts why do i wanna get drunk.
because of you i guess.
wherever i go i can think about our past.
even like today i go clubbing at zouk.
i can remember its was the day before my birthday.
you and me went to zouk.
we had really lot of fun.
the things you done when im in australia i was really very upset.
the promise you made you failed to keep.
when i was down i needed someone to talk to.
i had no one.
when i talked to your mom and you found out.
you got piss off.
im really upset of all the things you done.
you told me when you came to fetch me at airport.
you already decide to be with me.
but the way you treat me.
proves that you dont like me anymore.
you made me had so much false hope.
see you being happy with you life.
i am glad for you.
but you dont really know about what i feel.
but you dont have to care about it.
i'm so sorry that i blog this.
i hope you know that i'm just feeling very upset now.
i hope you dont mind. sorry.

DIDN'T REALLY HAD FUN.

2008-02-09T17:54:00.000+08:00

gona have fun tonight ! ZOUK!

2008-02-09T13:19:00.000+08:00

bloody stomachache still haunting me

2008-02-09T04:45:00.000+08:00

omg. i have this very bad stomachache since i woke up. i never eat dinner the previous night then i wake up straight away eat my favourite dish curry chicken. now causing my tummy to roll up and down dancing to the tune of i love rock and roll.

2008-02-07T04:13:00.000+08:00

fuck off! emo.

2008-02-06T01:07:00.001+08:00

i think i lost my 11B =(

2008-02-05T03:40:00.000+08:00

ZOUK ON 9 FEB

2008-02-05T03:30:00.000+08:00

i was knock-out during wenn chalet -.-

2008-02-03T14:28:00.000+08:00

happy birthday daddy!

2008-02-02T03:00:00.000+08:00

recently so much things happening..

my uncle just pass away.. and my dad just had operation.. i hope my dad will be able to cope with this..

no matter what dad i will be your faithful son

2008-02-01T23:55:00.001+08:00

CNY coming..

I Wishes Everyone Happy CNY and everyone will get BIG ANG BAO/s

2008-01-29T21:26:00.000+08:00

OFF DAY!

tml morning at home! afternoon go for appointment alone.. kinda scare =\

2008-01-28T03:57:00.000+08:00

no more nosense already.